Humm.
Life Sucks.
Thanks To You.
: (
Friday we went to the movies.
We got kicked out.
Me and Nick danced and went to Uni-Mart.
I cried most of the night.
Cha.
Saturday I was with my family.
A freezing cold church with old people.
And a gym with really rude kids.
Yes.
Last night was Teen Center.
I realized, I still love him.
He doesn't care.
We got movies.
I was ready to cry.
Oh yes.
Then we stayed at Carol's house.
We watched "Perfect Man".
Not the whole thing.
We went to bed.
Woke up, to church.
And I Met The Man Of My Dreams.
And we did some stuff.
We went to their new house.
Leg wrestled.
I went home.
Woo.
Now I'm here,
Thinking of stuff.
I know I'm not pretty enough for him.
I know I'm not good enough.
For anyone.
Yee.
So now I understand why he said to me,
"Let's just forget about this and be friends."
Now he's moved on.
I can tell he never loved me.
And to think we had something special..
Because of the way we were in "love".
Uh huh.
The only people that really like me,
Are the ones that I'll never like.
Of course.
And last night I looked around.
I was sitting there by myself in the gym,
And there was 3 of my best friends.
With "him".
...
I'm seriously the ugliest thing on this Earth.
No wonder I never get the guys I want.
?
I'll Never Stay Happy For Once, Will I?
: (
C.R.B. - I Loved You.
Kid From Religious Ed, I Love You Too. <3
Edit::
To Chris Kurtz. </3
We just met this year.
&& You are amazing.
No matter what, you make me laugh,
and when I'm sad you make me happy.
So what if we don't have so meny mems?
I still love you.
My birthdays coming up, and..
You won't be here for it.
I want to write you, all the time.
Thinking about this makes me cry.
It's amazing how someone I met so fast,
Can make me feel like the best person.
EVER.
You'll always be on my mind,
And..
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I LOVE YOU.
<3
Edit, Edit, EDIT
This must be the most adorable couple on earth.
: )
Everyone out there, should be completely jealous.
<3
Another Frucking Ediiit::
I SO GOT HIS PHONE NUMBER.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
In your faces. : )
Soo I've realized.
If you can get over me that fast,
When you say you'd never break my heart..
Then you're not worth it.
I need Ben & Jerry's.
: (
So I went to Chels' house.
We watched Family Guy.
"& The people will respect you,
Unless your black or gay. HEY!"
"Wait..Shell..You missed the..
HEADDBANGING!"
We watched some cool videos too.
Man oh man. Good stuff.
Then I went home..Rawr.
But at least we got to hang out.
Chyaaaaaa.
Yah. C.B.
SCREW.
YOU.
I'm completely sick of the bullcrap with guys.
The only guy that cares is Markus. : )
Brandon Hogue (8:43 PM) :
don't worry about cody michelle. ull always be my gurlfriend!
Brandon Hogue (8:54 PM) :
ur pretty and ur like the nicest gurl i no.
One Guy Cares About Me.
: \
If I Had One Wish..
You'd Be All Mine.
<3
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